“me – zlatan ibrahimovichi” – tavi I
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pep gvardiola, “barselonas” mwvrtneli, nacrisferi pijakit da chafiqrebuli saxit, chemtan movida cota ucnauri saxit.
me vfiqrobdi im dros is kargad iyo, is ar gavda kapelos an mourinios, magram normaluri adamiani iyo. es iyo iqamde, sanam chveni omi daiwyebod. es iyo 2009 wels da me viyavi chemi bavshvobis ocnebebshi. vtamashobdi msoflios sauketeso gundshi. stadionze ki 70 000 adamiani momesalma. me grublebze davdiodi. shesadzloa ase ar iyo, gazetebshi uamravi chori iwereboda. mati mixedvit me cudi da konfliqtiani bichi viyavi. magram, me aq var. elena da bavshvebic kargad iyvnen. chven gvqonda kargi saxli esplugues de lobergatshi da mzadyofnashi viyavi. ra unda momxdariyo cudi?
“ei shen” , mitxra gvardiolam. “chven “barsashi” miwaze veshvebi.”
“kargia” , vutxari me… “shesanishnavia.”
“chven aq varjishze ferarit an porsheti ar movdivart.”
me davetanxme da ar avyevi mas, magram visi ra saqmea me ra manqanit vivli? magram me vtqvi “ra unda mas”? ras mimanishna man? damijere, me ar mchirdeba manqanebi avtofarexshi, rom vanaxo xalxs mati silamaze. es ase araa. me miyvars chemi manqanebi. es chemi gatacebaa, magram mis sityvebshi me ragaca vigrdzeni. aseti saxis: ar ifiqro, rom shen gansakutrebuli xar.
mixvdi, rom “barsa” gavda skolas. fexburtelebi yvelani kargad iyvnen, araferi cudi ar xdeboda, iq iyo maqveli chemi dzveli megobari “aiaqsidan” da “interidan. magram sabednierod, arcerti fexbureli ar grdznobda tavs varskvlavad, me ki vigrdzeni tavi zedmetad. mesi, xavi da iniesta iyvnen rogorc skolis moswavleebi. msoflios sauketeso fexburtelebi yvelaferze etanxmebodnen da me es ver gavige. es sicils mgvrida. tu mwvrtneli getyvis italiashi “axti” fexburtelebi sheekitxebodnen “ra? ratom unda avxtet?”
iq, yvela ukomentarod axteboda. me ver viyavi iq kargad. magram me vfiqrobdi: daetanxme situacias. ar gaartulo mati damokidebuleba shendami. me daviwye adaptireba. gavxdi bavshvi. es iyo sigije. mino raiolam, chemma agentma, chemma megobarma mitxra:
“ra xdeba shens tavs zlatan? me ver gcnob.”
veravin mcnobda, chem tavs ar vgavdi. me gavxdi mowyenili da dachagruli, tqven ki gecodinebat, rom “malmodan” mqonda aseti filosofia: me ar mainteresebs ras fiqrobs xalxi chemze, me ar vzrunav chems avtoritetze. me momwons bichebi, romlebic gadarbian witel shuqze, tu tqven mixvdit ras vgulismox me.
axla ki, ar vicodi ra mindoda. vtqvi, rom xalxi chemgan rames eloda. es ar iyo normaluri. me gawevrianebuli viyavi audis klubshi da yvelaferze vuqnevdi tavs, rogorc skolashi, me ar viyavi nawyeni chems tanagundelebze, viyavi mowyenili. zlatani ar iyo zlatani, es imis shemdeg ar momxdara, rac skolashi ralf laurenis maisurebi vnaxe. magram miuxedavad amisa, me sezoni kargad daviwye. gols golze vitandi. moviget uefas super tasi. me vdominirebdi. magram chems tavs ragaca xdeba, araferi seriozuli, jerjerobit. me viyavi wynari da damijeret, sashishi. gagijebuli viyavi, rom metamasha kargad. unda momewyo scenebi da meyvira. magram viyavi wynarad. yvelaferi shesadzloa imitom moxda, rom shemaviwroves, ar vici.
viyavi istoriashi meore yvelaze dzviradgirebul transferebs shoris, gazetebi ambobdnen, rom mqonda bavshvuri problemebi. amis gamo tavs cudad vgrdznobdi da mindoda, rom mechvenebina chemi dzala yvelastvis – “barsashi” chven ar gvchirdeba problemebi” es aris cxovrebashi yvelaze suleluri gancxadeba. me moedanze vtamashobdi kargad, magram xalisi ar mqonda.
fexburtidan wasvlazec vifiqre. magram kontraqtis dargveva ar msurda, me profesionali var. magram davkarge xalisi. shemdeg ki movida sashobao shesveneba. chven wavedit areshi(qalaqi shvedetshi) wavedit da me vatarebdi burans. cxovreba gaxda mshvidi, me mindoda moqmedeba. yoveltvis vatarbedi rogorc maniaki. ertxel porshe turboti 325 km/st ganvavitare. me bevri sashinelebebi chavidine, mati gaxsenebac ar minda. axla ki mtebshi me gaveci chemi mteli adrenalini. mtebma da yinvam chemi cxovrebis kargi momentebi machuqa.
sabolood dzveli, namdvili zlatani da me daviwye fiqri chemze: ratom unda vqna es? me maqvs fuli da ar vapireb mwvrtnelis gamoxtomebze yofnas. ah idiot coaches. me shemidzlia gaverto da dro chems ojaxs davutmo. es iyo kargi dro, magram didxans ar gagrdzelda. rodesac davbrundit espanetshi, es iyo koshmari. es nela, magram grdzeldeboda .
espanetshi didi tovli movida, es manamde aravis axsovda, chvens tavze, barselonas mtebze marjvniv da marcxniv manqanebi iyvnen da mino msuqani idioti – idga zafxulis qurtukit da fexsacmlit, iyineboda rogorc dzagli. meubneboda, rom wavsuliyavit audit. rodesac veshvebodit kontroli davkarge da kedels shevejaxe, manqana daimtvra. bevri fexburteli moyolila avtokatastrofashi, cudi amindis gamo bevri avaria momxdara, magram chemi iyo yvelaze cudi. me gavimarjve avtokatastrofebis chempionatshi, amaze chvenc vicinodit. amis shemdeg chems tavze vfiqrobdi. magram shemdeg mesim daiwyo choraoba. igi shesanishnavia. daujerebeli, me mas ar vicnob kargad. chven gansxvavebuli pirovnebebi vart. is movida “barsashi” 13 wlis da mat kulturas kargad icnobs. mas skolashi problemebi ar qonia. gundshi tamashi mis garshemoa agebuli, is martlac kargi fexburtelia. shemdeg movedi me, daviwye golebis gatana, vitandi masze mets. igi ki mivida gvardiolastan da utxra:
“me ar minda marjvniv, flangze tamashi. nebismier shemtxvevashi me minda centrshi”
es iyo chemi pozicia. magram gvardiola ar sheewinaagmdega. man shecvala taqtika. 4-3-3-dan gadavewyvet 4-5-1-ze. mesi idga chems ukan, me ki chrdilshi vrchebodi. yvela burti mesis iyo, me ki vegar vtamashobdi. gavxdi tavisufali chiti moedanze. me var pirovneba, romelsac unda moedanze tavisufleba. magram gvardiolam ignori gamiketa. kargi, me gavige situacia, mesi varskvlavia.
gvardiola usmenda mas. midi ra…! me gamqonda golei “barsastvis”, mec shesamchnevi viyavi. ver gavivli adaptacias erti adamianis gundshi. me vgulisxmob: ratoga miyida man mashin? aravin gadaixdis amden tanxas imistvis, rom fexburteli gaafuchon. gvardiola oriveze fiqrobda, ra tqma unda klubis menejmenti gaxda nerviuli. me viyavi mati yvelaze didi investicia, magram tavs kargad ver vgrdznobdi. viyavi dzviri, magram cudad viyavi.
tiki begiristaini sportuli direqtiri, mibidzgebda imisken, rom mesaubra mtavar mwvrtneltan.
“imushave!”
ar momwons es. me var fexburteli, romelic situaciis mixedvit moqmedebs. magram ra tqma unda, kargi, me vizavdi amas! chemma ertma megobarma mitxra “zlatan, es isea, rogorc iyido ferari, magram ataro ise, rogorc fiati”, me vupasuxe, martali xar, es kargi argumentia. gvardiolam transformireba gamiketa me rogor sashinel fexburtels. es ki gunds kargad ar waadga.
mokled, me wavedi mwvrtneltan. gavemarte misken moedanze, varjishis dros da viyavi frtxilad erti ramis gamo, me ar mindoda chxubi.
“me ar minda chxubi, arc omi. ubralod mina ragaceebze diskusia.”
is dametanxma, shesadzloa ar gamoiyureboda megobrulad, amis shemdeg gavimeore:
“tu fiqrob, rom me minda chubi waval. magram mxolod laparaki minda.”
“kargi! momwons fexburtelebtan saubari.”
“momismine! shen ar iyeneb chems shesadzleblobebs. tu gsurda golis gamtanis yidva, mashin unda shegedzina indzagi. me mchirdeba moedani, tavisufleba. ar shemidzlia win da ukan sirbili. 98 kilo var, es chemi monacemebia.
man daiwyo fiqri, amas xshirad aketebda.
“vfiqrob, shen ese shegidzlia tamashi.”
“ara, uketesia skamze damsva. gagigeb amas, magram shen cdilob sxva fexburteli gamxado. es ar aris samushao. es aris iseve, rogorc iyido ferari, magram gamoiyenor rogorc fiati.”
man gaagrdzela fiqri.
“kargi, shesadzloa es iyo shecdoma, es chemi problemaa, me gavagrdzeleb mushaobas.”
viyavi bednieri, radgan mas amis gamosworebaze unda emushava.
magram, shemdeg civi wyali gadamesxa. mas sheedzlo moegvarebina yvelaferi, me agar vchandi, magram miuxedavad amisa chems axal pozicias shevegue da gavagrdzele kargad tamashi. gamqonda golebi. magram ara iseti, rogorc italiashi. me moedanze titqos arc viyavi. es agar iyo ibrakadabra… chempionta ligaze “arsenalis” winaagmdeg stadioni dangrevis piras iyo. pirveli 20 wuti iyo shesanishnavi, me gavitane erti… ori. lamazi golebi, me vfiqrobdi: es shen gvardiola! me ase gavagrdzeleb! magram shemdeg shemcvales, “arsenalma” moaxerxa tamashshi dabruneba da gagvitanes. am yvelafris shemdeg kochi amtkivda. chveulebrivad, roca es xdeba mwvrtneli nerviulobs. zlatanis travma ki nebismieri gundistvis didi danaklisia. magram gvardiola ase ar iyo. mas ar utqvia araferi, me ki gamovtove 3 kvira. arasdros ar mosula chemtan am kitxvit “rogor xar zlatan? shegidzlia shemdeg matchshi tamashi?”
igi ar mesalmeboda, aranair sityvas ar meubneboda da tavs maridebda. rodesac otaxshi shevdiodi, is gadioda. vfiqrobdi, ra xdeba mis tavs? rame chavidine? cudad gamoviyurebi? sashinlad vlaparakob? sul am fiqrebshi viyavi. dzili ar mekareboda, radganac es mitrialebda tavshi. me ar mchirdeboda gvardiolas siyvaruli. mas sheudzlia vezizgeboda. magram mec zizgit viupasuxebdi. axla ki davkarge koncentracia da daviwye fexburtelebtan saubari. veravin gaigo ra xdeboda. me shevekitxe tieri anris, romelic chemtan ertad ijda skamze. tieri safrangetis istoriashi sauketeso bombardiria. is kvlav shesanishnavi iyo da masac problemebi qonda gvardiolastan.
“is ar mesalmeba. ar miyurebs tvalebshi, ra xdeba?” me vikitxe.
“ar vici” , mipasuxa anrim.
amaze xumrobac daviwyet. “zlatan xom ar ginaxavs igi dges?” “ara, magram misi zurgi davinaxe” “gilocav, es progresia!” es suleloba cotati mexmareboda. magram me nervebze vishlebodi da chems tavs wamdauwum vekitxebodi: ra chavidine? rame cudi? pasuxi ar iyo… igi iyo gabrazebuli, radgan chems poziciaze gavesaubre. amas sxva axsna ar qonda. magram es sheidzleboda yofiliyo. mas undoda chemi wyobidan gamoyvana poziciis gamo? vcdilobdi mas gavsaubrebodi, mindoda rom ramenairad tvalebshi shemexeda. is sheshinebuli chanda. me ki ra tqma unda ar shemedzlo mastan saxlshi mivsuliyavi da mekitxa “ra xdeba”? magram arasdros, me am adamianistvis isedac zedmetirgavakete.
es iyo misi problema. magram ar vici ra problema, an sheidzleba vici kidec… ar vfiqrob, rom igi dzlier pirovnebebs ebrdzvis. mas unda kargi moswavleebi. da sashineleba: is mis problemebs gaurbis. mas ar sheudzlia tvalebshi shexedva da yvelafers ase aketebs. es sashinelebaa.
es ki ufro sashineli gaxda.
islandiis vulkanis gamo evropis yvela frena gadaido da chven “san-siroze” “intertan” tamashi gviwevda. wavedit avtobusit. ramdenime pirovnebam “barsadan” es karg idead miigo. me agar mqonda travma. tumca mgzavroba iyo damgleli. 16 saati gzashi viyavit da rodesac milanshi chavedit, aravis ar gvqonda dzala sherchenili. es iyo sezonis yvelaze mnishvnelovani tamashi, chempionta ligis 1/2 finali, tamashistvis mteli mondomebit vemzadebodi. me vicodi, rom damistvendnen chems dzvel arenaze, magram araa problema es ufro motivacias madzlevs. magram aqamde situacia iyo sashineli. da me vfiqrob, rom gvardiolas hqonda mourinios kompleqsebi.
joze mourinio didi varskvlavia. man moigo chempionta liga “portostan” ertad. is iyo chemi mwvrtneli “intershi”. is shesanishnavia. rodesac igi pirvelad shexvda elenas utxra: “elena, shen gaqvs erti misia. mieci zlatans dzilis sashualeba, radgan iyos is bednieri!” adamiani, romelic ambobs imas, rac unda. me momwonda is. igi armiis mtavarsardalia. magram igi ar aris uyuradgebo. me migzavnida igi SMS-ebs “interidan” da mekitxeboda tu rogor vgrdznobdi tavs. gvardiola ki sapirispiroa. tu mourinios otaxi anatebs, gvardiolasi bnelia. me mivxvdi, rom gvardiola cdilobda mis fsiqologiurad damarcxebas.
“chven ar vetamashebit mourinios, es “interia” , tqva man, chven vapirebdit gvetamasha mwvrtnelis winaagmdeg, man ki gadawyvita fsiqologiuri leqciebis chatareba.
me ar vusmendi mas. ratom unda momesmina? es iyo rchevebi sisxlze, cremlebze da sxva uazrobaze. me arasdros msmenia, mwvrtnelis aseti saubari. sabolood igi movida chemtan. es iyo “san-siroze” varjishis dros, xalxi mayurebda ase “gasaocaria, ibra dabrunda!”
gvardiola shemekitxa, “shegidzlia tamashi?
“ra tqma unda” , vupasuxe.
“magram mzad xar?”
“tavistavad, tavs kargad vrgdznob.”
“magram mzad xar?”
is iyo tutiyushivit.
“momismine, chven vimgzavret sashinlad, magram kargad var. travmam gamiara, mzad var moedanze tavi davdo.”
gvardiola ar mendoboda. es ver gavige, amis shemdeg davureke mino raiolas. me mas yovetvis vurekavdi. shvedma jurnalistma amaze ganacxada, rom mino zlatanistvis cudi magaliti yofila. gindat daijerot? mino geniosia. me mas shevekitxe:
“risi minishneva undoda gvardiolas? veraferi gavige. chven wavaget. magram me daviwye dziritadshi da angarishic pedrom gaxsna. shemdeg tamashi shemotrialda. 60 wutis shemdeg shemcvales da 3-1 wavaget. es iyo sashineleba. cud xasiatze viyavi. adre, “aiaqsshi” rodesac vagebdi, amis gamo kvirebis ganmavloashi vwuxd. axla elena da bavshvebi myavs. isini amis gadatanashi mexmarebian. me ki “nou kampze” gasamart matchze gavxdi koncentrirebuli. ganmeorebiti tamashi iyo mnishvnelvani.
grdznobebi iyo shesanishnavi. es gavda cheqa-quxils. chven gvchirdeboda forit mogeba. magram shemdeg… amaze arasdros mifiqria. magram, ki, mifiqria. me yvelaferi gavakete. chven moviget 1-0. tumca es ar iyo sakmarisi. chven gamovetishet chempionta ligas, amis shemdeg gvardiola miyurebda ise, titqos es yvelaferi marto chemi brali iyo, me ki vfiqrobdi, rom gundshi chemi adgili agar iyo. tamashis shemdeg klubshi agaravin mesalmeboda da tavs cudad vgrdznobdi, rodesac mat nachuqar audis vatarebdi.
gasaxdelshi sashinlad viyavdi da gvardiola ki miyurebda rogorc problemas. es iyo avadmyofoba. igi gavda kedels, betonis kedels. mas ar etyoboda sicocxlis nishani, mindoda yovel wams wavsuliyavi.
gundis nawilad ar vitvlebodi, xolo man “viliarealtan” bolo 5 wuti matamasha. 5 wuti! me sashinlad viyavi, ara imitom, rom satadarigota skamze vijeqi. me shemedzlo amaze mwvrtneltan movlaparakebodi da mas etqva: “shen ar akmayofileb motxovnebs zlatan.”
magram gvardiolas erti sityvac ar utqvams, araferi, es ki yvelanair zgvars gacda. me shignidanac vgrdznobdi gabrazebas, tavi gvardiolas adgilze rom warmomedgina, shemeshindeboda. me ar var mochxubari, chamidenia yvelaze gijuri saqcielebic. magram ar vchxubob. kargi, moedanze me micemia erti an ori. magram, rodesac vbrazdebi tvalebi shavi mixdeba. aravin ar msurs rom chems garshemo iyos. axla ki mogiyvebit ra moxda detalurad. tamashis shemdeg gasaxdelshi shevedi. aranair shetakebas ar vgegmavdi. gasaxdelsi ki davinaxe chemi mteri, romelsac tavisi meloti tavi dakawruli hqonda. iq sxvebic iyvnen, ture da kidev ramdenime. ragaca didi metalis yuti idga, sadac chven tansacmelebs vinaxavt, me avige es yuti da visrole, romelic ramdenime metrze gafrinda, magram didi mandzilit acda. me davamate:
“shen arakaci xar” , kidev ramdenime sashineli sityva da davamate:
“shen mouriniosi geshinia, jandabashic wasulxar!”
wyobidan gamovedi, shesadzloa gvardiolas etqva aseti ram: dawynardi, rogor elaparakebi mwvrtnels! magram ase ar moxda. is sheshinebuli iyo. man aigo yuti, rogorc damlagebelma. shemdeg sityvis gareshe datova otaxi, amis shemdeg ki araferi utqvams. ra tqma unda chorebi gavrcelda. avtobusshi yvela sheshlili iyo:
“ra moxda? ra moxda?”
“araferi, ubralod simartle vtqvi.” aravistan saubari ar mindoda amis shesaxeb. cudad viyavi. mwvrtnelma axsna ganmartebis gareshe gamriya. es ar iyo chemi pirveli chxubi. magram amis shemdeg yvelaferi dalagda. axla iyo sichume da shishi.
am dros vfiqrobdi: “var 28 wlis. “barsashi” gavitane 22 goli da gavakete 15 sagole gadacema, amis shemdeg ki veravin mxedavs. amas davetanxmo? shemidzlia amas sheveguo? aranairad!”
rodesac gavige, rom “almeriastan” skamze vijdebodi es sityvebi gamaxsenda:”aq, “barsashi”, chven ar movdiart porsheti an ferarit varjishebze!” sxva ra gza iyo? me vatareb imas rac minda, ratom unda davugdo yuri vigac idiotebs. me davjeqi chems encoze da gaveshure savarjisho centrshi. ra tqma unda es yvelaferi cirks daemsgavsa. gazetebi werdnen, rom chemi anazgaureba tveshi imdeni iyo, rac mteli “almeriis”. magram amas ar vuyureb. medias chemze aranairi gavlena ar aqvs. me gadavwyvite dabruneba.
dabruneba seriozulad gadavwyvite, tqven shegidzliat icodet, rom tamashi ertaderti adgilia sadac tamashi shemidzlia. me adre msurda vyofiliyavi cudi bichi, damijeret. magram amis gamo arafris dakargva ar msurda, mokled davureke minos. chven xshirad vgegmavt chkvianur da sashinel saqmeebs ertad. aseve chems dzvel nacnobebsac shevexmiane.
msurda situaciidan gamosvla, gmerto chemo. me mivige uamravi rcheva. rozengardshi surdat davbrunebuliyavi mattan, ra tqma unda es kargi shetavazebaa, magram am situaciidan cudi gamosavali. da ra tqma unda vesaubre elenas. is sxva planetidanaa. mas sheudzlia swori rchevebis mocema da gamxneveba:
“shen gaxdi uketesi mama. ratom ar gyavs iseti gundi sadac tavs kargad icnob, sheni gundi chventanaa” , man mitxra es da gamabedniera.
me vtamashobdi bavshvebtan ertad, rac kargad mxdida da ra tqma unda dros video tamashebsac vutmobdi. es mawynarebs da mavsebs. “intershi” vtamashobdi gamis 4-5 saatamde da shemdeg mivdiodi varjishebze. axla ki aseti wesi shemovige aranairi video tamashebi 10 saatis shemdeg.
me ufro da ufro gavaanalize, rom gamosavali ar iyo. iyo dro, rom davmdgariyavi chemi tavis win da gavmxdariyavi realuri axlidan.
ar dagaviwydet: shen shegidzlia gamoiyvano geto bavshvidan, magram verasdros ver gamoiyvans getos bavshvidan.
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pep gvardiola, “barselonas” mwvrtneli, nacrisferi pijakit da chafiqrebuli saxit, chemtan movida cota ucnauri saxit.
me vfiqrobdi im dros is kargad iyo, is ar gavda kapelos an mourinios, magram normaluri adamiani iyo. es iyo iqamde, sanam chveni omi daiwyebod. es iyo 2009 wels da me viyavi chemi bavshvobis ocnebebshi. vtamashobdi msoflios sauketeso gundshi. stadionze ki 70 000 adamiani momesalma. me grublebze davdiodi. shesadzloa ase ar iyo, gazetebshi uamravi chori iwereboda. mati mixedvit me cudi da konfliqtiani bichi viyavi. magram, me aq var. elena da bavshvebic kargad iyvnen. chven gvqonda kargi saxli esplugues de lobergatshi da mzadyofnashi viyavi. ra unda momxdariyo cudi?
“ei shen” , mitxra gvardiolam. “chven “barsashi” miwaze veshvebi.”
“kargia” , vutxari me… “shesanishnavia.”
“chven aq varjishze ferarit an porsheti ar movdivart.”
me davetanxme da ar avyevi mas, magram visi ra saqmea me ra manqanit vivli? magram me vtqvi “ra unda mas”? ras mimanishna man? damijere, me ar mchirdeba manqanebi avtofarexshi, rom vanaxo xalxs mati silamaze. es ase araa. me miyvars chemi manqanebi. es chemi gatacebaa, magram mis sityvebshi me ragaca vigrdzeni. aseti saxis: ar ifiqro, rom shen gansakutrebuli xar.
mixvdi, rom “barsa” gavda skolas. fexburtelebi yvelani kargad iyvnen, araferi cudi ar xdeboda, iq iyo maqveli chemi dzveli megobari “aiaqsidan” da “interidan. magram sabednierod, arcerti fexbureli ar grdznobda tavs varskvlavad, me ki vigrdzeni tavi zedmetad. mesi, xavi da iniesta iyvnen rogorc skolis moswavleebi. msoflios sauketeso fexburtelebi yvelaferze etanxmebodnen da me es ver gavige. es sicils mgvrida. tu mwvrtneli getyvis italiashi “axti” fexburtelebi sheekitxebodnen “ra? ratom unda avxtet?”
iq, yvela ukomentarod axteboda. me ver viyavi iq kargad. magram me vfiqrobdi: daetanxme situacias. ar gaartulo mati damokidebuleba shendami. me daviwye adaptireba. gavxdi bavshvi. es iyo sigije. mino raiolam, chemma agentma, chemma megobarma mitxra:
“ra xdeba shens tavs zlatan? me ver gcnob.”
veravin mcnobda, chem tavs ar vgavdi. me gavxdi mowyenili da dachagruli, tqven ki gecodinebat, rom “malmodan” mqonda aseti filosofia: me ar mainteresebs ras fiqrobs xalxi chemze, me ar vzrunav chems avtoritetze. me momwons bichebi, romlebic gadarbian witel shuqze, tu tqven mixvdit ras vgulismox me.
axla ki, ar vicodi ra mindoda. vtqvi, rom xalxi chemgan rames eloda. es ar iyo normaluri. me gawevrianebuli viyavi audis klubshi da yvelaferze vuqnevdi tavs, rogorc skolashi, me ar viyavi nawyeni chems tanagundelebze, viyavi mowyenili. zlatani ar iyo zlatani, es imis shemdeg ar momxdara, rac skolashi ralf laurenis maisurebi vnaxe. magram miuxedavad amisa, me sezoni kargad daviwye. gols golze vitandi. moviget uefas super tasi. me vdominirebdi. magram chems tavs ragaca xdeba, araferi seriozuli, jerjerobit. me viyavi wynari da damijeret, sashishi. gagijebuli viyavi, rom metamasha kargad. unda momewyo scenebi da meyvira. magram viyavi wynarad. yvelaferi shesadzloa imitom moxda, rom shemaviwroves, ar vici.
viyavi istoriashi meore yvelaze dzviradgirebul transferebs shoris, gazetebi ambobdnen, rom mqonda bavshvuri problemebi. amis gamo tavs cudad vgrdznobdi da mindoda, rom mechvenebina chemi dzala yvelastvis – “barsashi” chven ar gvchirdeba problemebi” es aris cxovrebashi yvelaze suleluri gancxadeba. me moedanze vtamashobdi kargad, magram xalisi ar mqonda.
fexburtidan wasvlazec vifiqre. magram kontraqtis dargveva ar msurda, me profesionali var. magram davkarge xalisi. shemdeg ki movida sashobao shesveneba. chven wavedit areshi(qalaqi shvedetshi) wavedit da me vatarebdi burans. cxovreba gaxda mshvidi, me mindoda moqmedeba. yoveltvis vatarbedi rogorc maniaki. ertxel porshe turboti 325 km/st ganvavitare. me bevri sashinelebebi chavidine, mati gaxsenebac ar minda. axla ki mtebshi me gaveci chemi mteli adrenalini. mtebma da yinvam chemi cxovrebis kargi momentebi machuqa.
sabolood dzveli, namdvili zlatani da me daviwye fiqri chemze: ratom unda vqna es? me maqvs fuli da ar vapireb mwvrtnelis gamoxtomebze yofnas. ah idiot coaches. me shemidzlia gaverto da dro chems ojaxs davutmo. es iyo kargi dro, magram didxans ar gagrdzelda. rodesac davbrundit espanetshi, es iyo koshmari. es nela, magram grdzeldeboda .
espanetshi didi tovli movida, es manamde aravis axsovda, chvens tavze, barselonas mtebze marjvniv da marcxniv manqanebi iyvnen da mino msuqani idioti – idga zafxulis qurtukit da fexsacmlit, iyineboda rogorc dzagli. meubneboda, rom wavsuliyavit audit. rodesac veshvebodit kontroli davkarge da kedels shevejaxe, manqana daimtvra. bevri fexburteli moyolila avtokatastrofashi, cudi amindis gamo bevri avaria momxdara, magram chemi iyo yvelaze cudi. me gavimarjve avtokatastrofebis chempionatshi, amaze chvenc vicinodit. amis shemdeg chems tavze vfiqrobdi. magram shemdeg mesim daiwyo choraoba. igi shesanishnavia. daujerebeli, me mas ar vicnob kargad. chven gansxvavebuli pirovnebebi vart. is movida “barsashi” 13 wlis da mat kulturas kargad icnobs. mas skolashi problemebi ar qonia. gundshi tamashi mis garshemoa agebuli, is martlac kargi fexburtelia. shemdeg movedi me, daviwye golebis gatana, vitandi masze mets. igi ki mivida gvardiolastan da utxra:
“me ar minda marjvniv, flangze tamashi. nebismier shemtxvevashi me minda centrshi”
es iyo chemi pozicia. magram gvardiola ar sheewinaagmdega. man shecvala taqtika. 4-3-3-dan gadavewyvet 4-5-1-ze. mesi idga chems ukan, me ki chrdilshi vrchebodi. yvela burti mesis iyo, me ki vegar vtamashobdi. gavxdi tavisufali chiti moedanze. me var pirovneba, romelsac unda moedanze tavisufleba. magram gvardiolam ignori gamiketa. kargi, me gavige situacia, mesi varskvlavia.
gvardiola usmenda mas. midi ra…! me gamqonda golei “barsastvis”, mec shesamchnevi viyavi. ver gavivli adaptacias erti adamianis gundshi. me vgulisxmob: ratoga miyida man mashin? aravin gadaixdis amden tanxas imistvis, rom fexburteli gaafuchon. gvardiola oriveze fiqrobda, ra tqma unda klubis menejmenti gaxda nerviuli. me viyavi mati yvelaze didi investicia, magram tavs kargad ver vgrdznobdi. viyavi dzviri, magram cudad viyavi.
tiki begiristaini sportuli direqtiri, mibidzgebda imisken, rom mesaubra mtavar mwvrtneltan.
“imushave!”
ar momwons es. me var fexburteli, romelic situaciis mixedvit moqmedebs. magram ra tqma unda, kargi, me vizavdi amas! chemma ertma megobarma mitxra “zlatan, es isea, rogorc iyido ferari, magram ataro ise, rogorc fiati”, me vupasuxe, martali xar, es kargi argumentia. gvardiolam transformireba gamiketa me rogor sashinel fexburtels. es ki gunds kargad ar waadga.
mokled, me wavedi mwvrtneltan. gavemarte misken moedanze, varjishis dros da viyavi frtxilad erti ramis gamo, me ar mindoda chxubi.
“me ar minda chxubi, arc omi. ubralod mina ragaceebze diskusia.”
is dametanxma, shesadzloa ar gamoiyureboda megobrulad, amis shemdeg gavimeore:
“tu fiqrob, rom me minda chubi waval. magram mxolod laparaki minda.”
“kargi! momwons fexburtelebtan saubari.”
“momismine! shen ar iyeneb chems shesadzleblobebs. tu gsurda golis gamtanis yidva, mashin unda shegedzina indzagi. me mchirdeba moedani, tavisufleba. ar shemidzlia win da ukan sirbili. 98 kilo var, es chemi monacemebia.
man daiwyo fiqri, amas xshirad aketebda.
“vfiqrob, shen ese shegidzlia tamashi.”
“ara, uketesia skamze damsva. gagigeb amas, magram shen cdilob sxva fexburteli gamxado. es ar aris samushao. es aris iseve, rogorc iyido ferari, magram gamoiyenor rogorc fiati.”
man gaagrdzela fiqri.
“kargi, shesadzloa es iyo shecdoma, es chemi problemaa, me gavagrdzeleb mushaobas.”
viyavi bednieri, radgan mas amis gamosworebaze unda emushava.
magram, shemdeg civi wyali gadamesxa. mas sheedzlo moegvarebina yvelaferi, me agar vchandi, magram miuxedavad amisa chems axal pozicias shevegue da gavagrdzele kargad tamashi. gamqonda golebi. magram ara iseti, rogorc italiashi. me moedanze titqos arc viyavi. es agar iyo ibrakadabra… chempionta ligaze “arsenalis” winaagmdeg stadioni dangrevis piras iyo. pirveli 20 wuti iyo shesanishnavi, me gavitane erti… ori. lamazi golebi, me vfiqrobdi: es shen gvardiola! me ase gavagrdzeleb! magram shemdeg shemcvales, “arsenalma” moaxerxa tamashshi dabruneba da gagvitanes. am yvelafris shemdeg kochi amtkivda. chveulebrivad, roca es xdeba mwvrtneli nerviulobs. zlatanis travma ki nebismieri gundistvis didi danaklisia. magram gvardiola ase ar iyo. mas ar utqvia araferi, me ki gamovtove 3 kvira. arasdros ar mosula chemtan am kitxvit “rogor xar zlatan? shegidzlia shemdeg matchshi tamashi?”
igi ar mesalmeboda, aranair sityvas ar meubneboda da tavs maridebda. rodesac otaxshi shevdiodi, is gadioda. vfiqrobdi, ra xdeba mis tavs? rame chavidine? cudad gamoviyurebi? sashinlad vlaparakob? sul am fiqrebshi viyavi. dzili ar mekareboda, radganac es mitrialebda tavshi. me ar mchirdeboda gvardiolas siyvaruli. mas sheudzlia vezizgeboda. magram mec zizgit viupasuxebdi. axla ki davkarge koncentracia da daviwye fexburtelebtan saubari. veravin gaigo ra xdeboda. me shevekitxe tieri anris, romelic chemtan ertad ijda skamze. tieri safrangetis istoriashi sauketeso bombardiria. is kvlav shesanishnavi iyo da masac problemebi qonda gvardiolastan.
“is ar mesalmeba. ar miyurebs tvalebshi, ra xdeba?” me vikitxe.
“ar vici” , mipasuxa anrim.
amaze xumrobac daviwyet. “zlatan xom ar ginaxavs igi dges?” “ara, magram misi zurgi davinaxe” “gilocav, es progresia!” es suleloba cotati mexmareboda. magram me nervebze vishlebodi da chems tavs wamdauwum vekitxebodi: ra chavidine? rame cudi? pasuxi ar iyo… igi iyo gabrazebuli, radgan chems poziciaze gavesaubre. amas sxva axsna ar qonda. magram es sheidzleboda yofiliyo. mas undoda chemi wyobidan gamoyvana poziciis gamo? vcdilobdi mas gavsaubrebodi, mindoda rom ramenairad tvalebshi shemexeda. is sheshinebuli chanda. me ki ra tqma unda ar shemedzlo mastan saxlshi mivsuliyavi da mekitxa “ra xdeba”? magram arasdros, me am adamianistvis isedac zedmetirgavakete.
es iyo misi problema. magram ar vici ra problema, an sheidzleba vici kidec… ar vfiqrob, rom igi dzlier pirovnebebs ebrdzvis. mas unda kargi moswavleebi. da sashineleba: is mis problemebs gaurbis. mas ar sheudzlia tvalebshi shexedva da yvelafers ase aketebs. es sashinelebaa.
es ki ufro sashineli gaxda.
islandiis vulkanis gamo evropis yvela frena gadaido da chven “san-siroze” “intertan” tamashi gviwevda. wavedit avtobusit. ramdenime pirovnebam “barsadan” es karg idead miigo. me agar mqonda travma. tumca mgzavroba iyo damgleli. 16 saati gzashi viyavit da rodesac milanshi chavedit, aravis ar gvqonda dzala sherchenili. es iyo sezonis yvelaze mnishvnelovani tamashi, chempionta ligis 1/2 finali, tamashistvis mteli mondomebit vemzadebodi. me vicodi, rom damistvendnen chems dzvel arenaze, magram araa problema es ufro motivacias madzlevs. magram aqamde situacia iyo sashineli. da me vfiqrob, rom gvardiolas hqonda mourinios kompleqsebi.
joze mourinio didi varskvlavia. man moigo chempionta liga “portostan” ertad. is iyo chemi mwvrtneli “intershi”. is shesanishnavia. rodesac igi pirvelad shexvda elenas utxra: “elena, shen gaqvs erti misia. mieci zlatans dzilis sashualeba, radgan iyos is bednieri!” adamiani, romelic ambobs imas, rac unda. me momwonda is. igi armiis mtavarsardalia. magram igi ar aris uyuradgebo. me migzavnida igi SMS-ebs “interidan” da mekitxeboda tu rogor vgrdznobdi tavs. gvardiola ki sapirispiroa. tu mourinios otaxi anatebs, gvardiolasi bnelia. me mivxvdi, rom gvardiola cdilobda mis fsiqologiurad damarcxebas.
“chven ar vetamashebit mourinios, es “interia” , tqva man, chven vapirebdit gvetamasha mwvrtnelis winaagmdeg, man ki gadawyvita fsiqologiuri leqciebis chatareba.
me ar vusmendi mas. ratom unda momesmina? es iyo rchevebi sisxlze, cremlebze da sxva uazrobaze. me arasdros msmenia, mwvrtnelis aseti saubari. sabolood igi movida chemtan. es iyo “san-siroze” varjishis dros, xalxi mayurebda ase “gasaocaria, ibra dabrunda!”
gvardiola shemekitxa, “shegidzlia tamashi?
“ra tqma unda” , vupasuxe.
“magram mzad xar?”
“tavistavad, tavs kargad vrgdznob.”
“magram mzad xar?”
is iyo tutiyushivit.
“momismine, chven vimgzavret sashinlad, magram kargad var. travmam gamiara, mzad var moedanze tavi davdo.”
gvardiola ar mendoboda. es ver gavige, amis shemdeg davureke mino raiolas. me mas yovetvis vurekavdi. shvedma jurnalistma amaze ganacxada, rom mino zlatanistvis cudi magaliti yofila. gindat daijerot? mino geniosia. me mas shevekitxe:
“risi minishneva undoda gvardiolas? veraferi gavige. chven wavaget. magram me daviwye dziritadshi da angarishic pedrom gaxsna. shemdeg tamashi shemotrialda. 60 wutis shemdeg shemcvales da 3-1 wavaget. es iyo sashineleba. cud xasiatze viyavi. adre, “aiaqsshi” rodesac vagebdi, amis gamo kvirebis ganmavloashi vwuxd. axla elena da bavshvebi myavs. isini amis gadatanashi mexmarebian. me ki “nou kampze” gasamart matchze gavxdi koncentrirebuli. ganmeorebiti tamashi iyo mnishvnelvani.
grdznobebi iyo shesanishnavi. es gavda cheqa-quxils. chven gvchirdeboda forit mogeba. magram shemdeg… amaze arasdros mifiqria. magram, ki, mifiqria. me yvelaferi gavakete. chven moviget 1-0. tumca es ar iyo sakmarisi. chven gamovetishet chempionta ligas, amis shemdeg gvardiola miyurebda ise, titqos es yvelaferi marto chemi brali iyo, me ki vfiqrobdi, rom gundshi chemi adgili agar iyo. tamashis shemdeg klubshi agaravin mesalmeboda da tavs cudad vgrdznobdi, rodesac mat nachuqar audis vatarebdi.
gasaxdelshi sashinlad viyavdi da gvardiola ki miyurebda rogorc problemas. es iyo avadmyofoba. igi gavda kedels, betonis kedels. mas ar etyoboda sicocxlis nishani, mindoda yovel wams wavsuliyavi.
gundis nawilad ar vitvlebodi, xolo man “viliarealtan” bolo 5 wuti matamasha. 5 wuti! me sashinlad viyavi, ara imitom, rom satadarigota skamze vijeqi. me shemedzlo amaze mwvrtneltan movlaparakebodi da mas etqva: “shen ar akmayofileb motxovnebs zlatan.”
magram gvardiolas erti sityvac ar utqvams, araferi, es ki yvelanair zgvars gacda. me shignidanac vgrdznobdi gabrazebas, tavi gvardiolas adgilze rom warmomedgina, shemeshindeboda. me ar var mochxubari, chamidenia yvelaze gijuri saqcielebic. magram ar vchxubob. kargi, moedanze me micemia erti an ori. magram, rodesac vbrazdebi tvalebi shavi mixdeba. aravin ar msurs rom chems garshemo iyos. axla ki mogiyvebit ra moxda detalurad. tamashis shemdeg gasaxdelshi shevedi. aranair shetakebas ar vgegmavdi. gasaxdelsi ki davinaxe chemi mteri, romelsac tavisi meloti tavi dakawruli hqonda. iq sxvebic iyvnen, ture da kidev ramdenime. ragaca didi metalis yuti idga, sadac chven tansacmelebs vinaxavt, me avige es yuti da visrole, romelic ramdenime metrze gafrinda, magram didi mandzilit acda. me davamate:
“shen arakaci xar” , kidev ramdenime sashineli sityva da davamate:
“shen mouriniosi geshinia, jandabashic wasulxar!”
wyobidan gamovedi, shesadzloa gvardiolas etqva aseti ram: dawynardi, rogor elaparakebi mwvrtnels! magram ase ar moxda. is sheshinebuli iyo. man aigo yuti, rogorc damlagebelma. shemdeg sityvis gareshe datova otaxi, amis shemdeg ki araferi utqvams. ra tqma unda chorebi gavrcelda. avtobusshi yvela sheshlili iyo:
“ra moxda? ra moxda?”
“araferi, ubralod simartle vtqvi.” aravistan saubari ar mindoda amis shesaxeb. cudad viyavi. mwvrtnelma axsna ganmartebis gareshe gamriya. es ar iyo chemi pirveli chxubi. magram amis shemdeg yvelaferi dalagda. axla iyo sichume da shishi.
am dros vfiqrobdi: “var 28 wlis. “barsashi” gavitane 22 goli da gavakete 15 sagole gadacema, amis shemdeg ki veravin mxedavs. amas davetanxmo? shemidzlia amas sheveguo? aranairad!”
rodesac gavige, rom “almeriastan” skamze vijdebodi es sityvebi gamaxsenda:”aq, “barsashi”, chven ar movdiart porsheti an ferarit varjishebze!” sxva ra gza iyo? me vatareb imas rac minda, ratom unda davugdo yuri vigac idiotebs. me davjeqi chems encoze da gaveshure savarjisho centrshi. ra tqma unda es yvelaferi cirks daemsgavsa. gazetebi werdnen, rom chemi anazgaureba tveshi imdeni iyo, rac mteli “almeriis”. magram amas ar vuyureb. medias chemze aranairi gavlena ar aqvs. me gadavwyvite dabruneba.
dabruneba seriozulad gadavwyvite, tqven shegidzliat icodet, rom tamashi ertaderti adgilia sadac tamashi shemidzlia. me adre msurda vyofiliyavi cudi bichi, damijeret. magram amis gamo arafris dakargva ar msurda, mokled davureke minos. chven xshirad vgegmavt chkvianur da sashinel saqmeebs ertad. aseve chems dzvel nacnobebsac shevexmiane.
msurda situaciidan gamosvla, gmerto chemo. me mivige uamravi rcheva. rozengardshi surdat davbrunebuliyavi mattan, ra tqma unda es kargi shetavazebaa, magram am situaciidan cudi gamosavali. da ra tqma unda vesaubre elenas. is sxva planetidanaa. mas sheudzlia swori rchevebis mocema da gamxneveba:
“shen gaxdi uketesi mama. ratom ar gyavs iseti gundi sadac tavs kargad icnob, sheni gundi chventanaa” , man mitxra es da gamabedniera.
me vtamashobdi bavshvebtan ertad, rac kargad mxdida da ra tqma unda dros video tamashebsac vutmobdi. es mawynarebs da mavsebs. “intershi” vtamashobdi gamis 4-5 saatamde da shemdeg mivdiodi varjishebze. axla ki aseti wesi shemovige aranairi video tamashebi 10 saatis shemdeg.
me ufro da ufro gavaanalize, rom gamosavali ar iyo. iyo dro, rom davmdgariyavi chemi tavis win da gavmxdariyavi realuri axlidan.
ar dagaviwydet: shen shegidzlia gamoiyvano geto bavshvidan, magram verasdros ver gamoiyvans getos bavshvidan.
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